September Blog
Monday - 21st
I went online & finally booked my driving test, it's for the middle of January. I passed my theory test earlier this year, I've been out driving with my Dad a lot recently & he thinks I'm pretty good at driving, so next up is to get a driving instructor just to make sure I'm up to standard.
I also booked my first appointment with a psychiatrist (on Monday), I used to see a therapist but I don't believe she was helping me enough, so hopefully this change will do me some good.
Tuesday - 22nd
Last night I had a dream about my ex girlfriend sending me tiktoks and we were both laughing together & having a good time.
I attempted to call a driving school but unfortunately they were closed when I called them & I forgot to call them later in the day.
Wednesday - 23rd
I had another dream about my ex girlfriend, unfortunately I didn't write it down to remember it, all I know is we were smiling & eating at a restaurant.
I started looking into getting this blog up and running as I'm hoping blogging will either help me with my memory or it might help me understand my feelings more.
Thursday - 24th
I applied to a bunch of jobs as I want to move off working the night shift, I even applied to a job I used to do with a different company. Unfortunately all my licenses to do that job have expired but maybe!
I started talking to my friends in other countries about meeting up for a holiday, I have PTO during October/November & I want to spend time with my friends.
Friday - 25th
I got a phone call from my Doctor about my mental health due to my old therapist contacting my doctor telling them it was going down hill. The doctor said I'll be getting a call from a specialist on Tuesday, so I guess I'll give an update on that soon, but the gist of it I might be starting anti-depressants.
I went into town today, had a meal at a spoons & bought a bunch of books (F**K It Therapy, How to Be Free, How to Find Happiness, How to Say no).
Also, finally booked myself a hair stylist appointment, I've been meaning to do this for 4 months now.
Saturday - 26th
Had a dream where my ex and I got back together. We were in London, and we just spent days exploring castles and museums.
Started reading How to Find Happiness.
Went for a nap before work & woke up with tears & a puddle on my pillow. I had been dreaming about how I treated my ex, which was not good..